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A shocking thriller about a group of friends who go to a cabin to play a murder mystery game...only to have the game turned against them, from the #1 New York Times bestselling author of This Is Where...
A shocking thriller about a group of friends who go to a cabin to play a murder mystery game...only to have the game turned against them, from the #1 New York Times bestselling author of This Is Where...
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  • A shocking thriller about a group of friends who go to a cabin to play a murder mystery game...only to have the game turned against them, from the #1 New York Times bestselling author of This Is Where It Ends.

    FIVE friends go to a cabin.
    FOUR of them are hiding secrets.
    THREE years of history bind them.
    TWO are doomed from the start.
    ONE person wants to end this.
    NO ONE IS SAFE.

    Five friends take a trip to a cabin. It's supposed to be one last getaway before going their separate ways—a chance to say goodbye to each other, and to the game they've been playing for the past three years. But they're all dealing with their own demons, and they're all hiding secrets.

    And as they start to play the murder mystery game that brought them together in the first place, the lines between the game and reality blend, with deadly consequences. Someone knows their secrets. Someone wants to make them pay. Soon, it's a race against time before it's game over—forever.

    Are you ready to play?

    "Immersive and captivating. Thrilling in every sense of the word."—KAREN M. MCMANUS, #1 New York Times bestselling author of One of Us is Lying and One of Us is Next

    Perfect for readers who love:
  • teenage mystery books or YA horror
  • LGBT stories about intersectional groups of friends
  • Karen McManus, Gretchen McNeil, or Natasha Preston
  • Praise for Even If We Break:
    "The darkly twisted ode to self-discovery briskly whisks an intersectionally inclusive group through a reasonably stormy, emotionally charged scenario that considers the sometimes-steep price of growing up and growing apart."—Publishers Weekly
    "An engaging read, providing readers with some solid suspense, and twists to sink their teeth into."—Booklist
    "A fast-paced thriller that will leave you both gushing over the geekiness and gasping over the game."—Rachel Strolle, Glenside Public Library District

    More Teen Thrillers by Marieke Nijkamp:
    This Is Where It Ends
    Before I Let Go
    At the End of Everything (Coming January 2022)

About the Author-

  • MARIEKE NIJKAMP is the #1 New York Times bestselling author of This Is Where it Ends and Before I Let Go. She is a storyteller, dreamer, globe-trotter, geek. She holds degrees in philosophy, history, and medieval studies, has served as an executive member of We Need Diverse Books, and is the founder of DiversifYA. She lives in the Netherlands. Visit her at mariekenijkamp.com.

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  • Kirkus

    July 15, 2020
    A murder-mystery role-playing game becomes real when its players gather in a remote mountain cabin. In their elaborate fantasy world of Gonfalon, five disparate high schoolers can safely be themselves, solving murders and exploring new identities. But now, painful rifts threaten their friendship. As a last-ditch effort to reconcile before heading out into the world, they meet in the Arizona mountains for one last game. But soon, players start dying for real, and the killer knows their worst secrets. Are the ghost stories about the mountain true, or is the killer all too human? In alternating chapters, the teens reflect on their lives while fighting to survive. Finn, a trans boy who has arthritis and walks with forearm crutches, loathes asking for help. Ever, who's trans and nonbinary, struggles to support their working-class family. Maddy, who's autistic, grapples with pain and trauma after a car accident. Wealthy Liva is beholden to her family's expectations, and Carter feels unappreciated. Author Nijkamp, who identifies as queer, disabled, and nonbinary, thoughtfully examines the intricacies of neurodivergence, chronic pain, addiction, and belonging. Unfortunately, repetitive, expository narration bogs down the pacing and diminishes suspense. Characters are distinguished more by their respective challenges than by full-fledged personalities, and dialogue is often stilted. However, Ever and Finn's romance is touching. The teens are White. Despite the characters' refreshingly intersectional diversity, the thrills fall flat. (Thriller. 14-18)

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  • Publisher's Weekly

    August 3, 2020
    Nijkamp’s (This Is Where It Ends) psychological thriller again showcases the author’s talent in drawing readers into characters’ internal struggles. Originally brought together by a murder mystery RPG, five seemingly white teens across Stardust High’s cliques are now being pulled apart. Autistic Maddy’s car accident ended her lacrosse career; trans boy Finn, who uses crutches due to arthritis, dislikes asking for help; nonbinary and trans teen Ever experiences increasing responsibilities to their family; Carter’s family pressures him to be “more”; and Liva seeks to live up to her wealthy family’s expectations. Drawn together for one last game, the splintered group arrives at Liva’s family cabin in the Arizona mountains. What starts off as a bittersweet last hurrah in their beloved shared world quickly turns into a nightmare haunted by the mountain’s legendary ghosts and the group’s inner demons. Though the conceit is well trod and characters’ alternating voices can feel indistinct, the darkly twisted ode to self-discovery briskly whisks an intersectionally inclusive group through a reasonably stormy, emotionally charged scenario that considers the sometimes-steep price of growing up and growing apart. Ages 14–up. Agent: Jennifer Udden, New Leaf Literary & Media.

  • Booklist

    August 1, 2020
    Grades 8-12 Five friends?Finn, Ever, Liva, Carter, and Maddy?make their way to a remote cabin for one last weekend of their long-standing role-playing game. Things have been tense for some time now, but they agree to get together and end things congenially before going their separate ways. Not long after the game begins, however, things quickly get out of control, starting with a malfunctioning fireplace, electrocution, runes drawn with what looks like blood, and people disappearing, with clues revealing secrets each of them hoped to keep hidden. Although the inevitable first death in the second act brings some momentum to the slow-build opening chapters, the exposition-heavy third act disrupts the flow. Nijkamp (Before I Let Go, 2018) ensures that her characters are diverse with respect to gender, ability, and class?Finn and Ever are trans, Finn uses crutches, Maddy is neurodivergent, and Liva's family is wealthy. Pacing issues aside, this is an engaging read, providing readers with some solid suspense, and twists to sink their teeth into.(Reprinted with permission of Booklist, copyright 2020, American Library Association.)

  • School Library Journal

    September 1, 2020

    Gr 9 Up-With a beginning worthy of a horror movie, five teenagers arrive at a deserted cabin on a supposedly haunted mountain intending to spend the weekend enjoying their long-standing role-playing game. The five, once good friends, have drifted apart, but with graduation near they decide to get together one more time, perhaps to mend some of the brokenness. They are all "Wonder Bread white" but otherwise a varied group: Liva, the rich owner of the cabin; Carter, the one who wants to escape town and become the rich man he thinks he deserves to be; Finn, a transgender boy living with arthritis; Ever, the non-binary leader of the game; and Maddy, who is bisexual, autistic, and an injured athlete. The game starts well, at least until Liva disappears, leaving a bloody room and a finger on the windowsill. The terror continues as secrets are revealed, lives are put in danger, and those who remain must decide whether to trust each other. With movie-style pacing, the plot carefully unravels relationships and plans for the weekend as the remaining characters are targeted. While the characters are distinct and unique, they are also fairly well-rounded and developed with their differences being only part of their characterization. The fast pace of the action slows down when three of the characters escape the cabin and head back down the mountain, deep in conversation that, at times, seems a little forced and out of character. While the climax might be predictable for some readers, it does not detract from the overall atmosphere of the book. VERDICT A thriller with appeal for a variety of readers.-Janet Hilbun, University of North Texas, Denton

    Copyright 2020 School Library Journal, LLC Used with permission.

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